Oh man. I completely forgot about this. But i'll give a million dollars to any one who actually comes here.

Jesus, on the Punk Gone Pop cd, the Jeniffer Lopez cover song is so fucking great, I love it. I love cover songs. you need to download Baby Got Back by Agent Felix. And as soon as I figure out who this band is that covers Ms. Lopez, I'll tell you all. You must get Living Well is the Best Revenge, Midtown's new album. It's sooo great. I think the first one, Save the World, Lose the Girl was better but you'll like this one too. And download You Vandal by Saves the Day. Enough song-talk..

I need to plug some people in because I never do. And plus, all of my other websites are as dead as this used to be (and on the brink of becoming again) so I feel bad for totally forgetting about them. Glup. Glup. Glup. Glup. Glup. Glup. Glup. Glup.
Um.. OOPS! I think maybe my domain accidentally slipped in but pretend I didn't tell you and pretend it just slipped my mind.. WHICH IT DID! i swear. God, what does it take to get through to you?

There's this guy at my school, let's call him D, and I've liked him since the 7th grade. 2 years later, he manages to finally notice me. Why? because he figured out how to say vagina in my fucking language. As retarded *for lack of a better word* as that sounds, I think it's cute. I mean, not the part where he fucking yells it across the room at me or yells it outside when i'm like a million yards away. Come to think of it, that almost flatters me. Because I know he doesn't mean anything by it. What I want to know is if he's doing it to try to make me cry or if he likes me. If you can't see the difference between the two, you need help immidiately. My friend, Amber says he likes me. She swears by it. I asked his best friend why he yells vagina at me and he said it's because D knows that I know the language and that's not enough for me to think he likes me back. A few days after he first started yelling vagina at me, he actually smiled and said "Hi, Suzanne." (at least as soon as he could get my name down right. Dumbfucks who don't even know how to say Suzanne *shakes head in disapprovement*) and once he gave me a high five which is truly awesome. But now he barely smiles at me when he sees me. There's two possibilites for that outcome. 1.) He hates my guts and only ever said Hi to humor himself or 2.) He's intimidated or even scared. LMAO Okay, it's because the last time he said Hi to me before he stopped, he was in front of me and the sun was shining into my eyes and when he turned around I was totally giving him this horrible look, like, "What the fuck do you want, bitch?!?!?!" He smiled at me and then just stopped when he saw the look on my face. I wanted to say, "No it's not you! It's the goddamn sun!" And actually, come to think of it, even before that I showed him less interest than a bird gives to it's dump.

So I know it's MY fucking fault but still...

Tuesday, April 30, 2002, 09:02 p.m.